.sealed with a kiss. the first episode.

2008-09-21T17:57:00.002+08:00

It's officially done. The switching, that is :)

My new blog's gonna take over the old address- http://www.shutupandkiss.blogspot.com/

And http://www.xoxochyi.blogspot.com/ would keep the old one.

It's staying put. Mostly, coz I can't think of a name.

Cheers!

-xoxo

2008-09-16T00:42:00.003+08:00

Sorry. Packed week and internet down. Plus, I'm working on the new template. Time to move :)

Still under construction but I'll be blogging from there now.

sealed with a kiss (click)

TOodles!

truthfully

2008-09-05T00:32:00.001+08:00

Out of sight. Out of mind.

I suppose I’m better off.

So are you the one I should be thanking?

For the good times and the bad times at all the wrong times.

And all the could haves, should haves and would haves
that would not let me forget.

You tell me.

Sleep deprived. Sleep deprived. Sleep deprived. Sleep deprived. Sleep deprived.

Class today was just a ‘passerby’ for the day. Was just so tired and couldn’t concentrate much. && I CANNOT do 8 AM classes. -_______- Just can’t. Waking up at that time just isn’t right. Such a pain.

Got another 8 am class again ~~tomorrow~~ today and it’s extra long this time-all the way till 6pm. I don’t think I’m gonna stay. Probably head home after lunch (: as always.

I’m just bored. Gonna go to sleep now; I think.

Toodles! xoxo.

18th BDAY CELEBRATION~

2008-09-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

Haha. Lonnnggg due birthday pictures. (:

@ Sakae Sushi

Jack

Kree came!

Group pics~

The bday cake!
-specially made by the bestie

OoOhh....

.smile.

.make a wish.

.blow.

.cut!.

Z for? ZEN.

chai ping.me.hui jeat.

camwhores of the day.

Still remembered that we ended up skipping class coz we were so late and everything went wrong after. And ending up having to lepak at the mamak and then the coll foyer to wait to celebrate zai xi's bday. But it was good. Thanks you guys. :D

Loves!

Have a great week ahead!

♥

we were never made to walk alone.

2008-09-02T12:29:00.001+08:00

PD trip!!

Sneak peak. (: Pics up soon. After I get all the pics from the others. Home at about 1am yesterday. Tired balls. Got class today at 3. See ya!

Oh..shoutout!

Happy Birthday Hui Jeat!!

Hope you had a good one with us yesterday! -loves

Haha!

can your heart beat the hate?

2008-08-31T15:05:00.004+08:00

d_b: Kate Voegele – Hallelujah

So the exams are over. Much hard work this time around. The last week was pretty much hell. From Tues to Fri, I barely got much sleep. Especially on Wed where I slept from 10pm-2 am. I mean I usually sleep at 2 and now I have to wake up at that time to study. Partially my fault coz I didn’t study the night before; sort of gave up coz I knew close to nothing for F5. But dad didn’t want me to skip and even told me not to study and to just fail it. But I couldn’t do it so I decided to study for the paper from 2-6 sth in the morning. I don’t know how much it helped coz I felt like crap; like my whole body was gonna fall apart when I reached coll. Too tired =___=.

And it’s not over. The whole routine will play again in about 2 or 3 weeks later. ACCA sucks and this time round, I just don’t have enough determination to study.

Anyways, this month has made its marks. 08/08/08 and 20/08/2008 and the Olympics. Oh and Happy Independence Day M’sia! 51 years! Time for a change, no?

Yet, for me; it’s all just flying by too fast and September hits tomorrow. oOh....one more day of hols! haha...

I’m also working on the new template for the blog. HTML is just so frggin hard to deal with. Wait for a while :)

I need to go shopping. The sale’s ending and I’ve barely bought anything. I think I'm gonna go tonight.

&& Road trip! Port Dickson tomorrow! With the college buds. (: Hope it’ll be fun!

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.

There was little we could say, and even less we could do,

To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.

-To two important people in my life. Yet, I'm only sorry to one. I'll try to fix things alright. I didn't mean for it to happen. It just did. I've been trying very hard to find the truth behind it. And maybe I'm trying too hard or everything is alreadly in front of my eyes. Whatever it is, I'm gonna let it go and cherish you.

Crash Into Me.

2008-08-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

"I think it's better to have someone, even if it hurts, even if it is the most painful thing you have done, even if it's the most painful thing you've ever had to do. I think it's better to have someone."

-Meredith Grey. Grey's Anatomy Season 4.

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I've got a ton of studying to do and my first paper is on Wed. I don't know how I am gonna do it but I know I would just have to. Sucks that how everything is so last minute and that I'm SOO unprepared for all the papers. But I AM prepared to fail them, sadly. The syallabus is so much wider now and that spells plenty more of should haves. =/ Well, if I don't sleep at all for the next few days, I might be able to finish. :)

What the heck. Forget it, it's only the 1st progress test. Too late for should haves anyways.

I'm SCREWED.

And, congrats to all that passed the exams and made it through. And to those who didn't, I'm gonna miss ya and I hope to see ya around! Don't be a stranger..=)

Now, STUDY HARD peeps.

feel this. it's my heart.

2008-08-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

I can't post in blogger. So I'm posting from 'blogger in draft'. But it's cool! -new features when you're creating your post. (: More colours to go around! Hope blogger has it too. (when i can finally use it)

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To you;

______________________________

As if life isn't complicated enough.

Don't do to people what you don't want done to you.

It will hit you back in many ways more than one.

And, at any time.

It isn't a random game you play. It's life.

It plays fair.

xoxo.

2008-08-18T16:21:00.004+08:00

I PASSEDDD!!!!

Har Har! (:

Audit's 70!! Whatever i crapped in my paper was good, somehow. Thank god.
This time, it's bittersweet. Not all of us are goin through to ACCA. :(
The group's not gonna be the same.

Good catching up with you! :)

love you till the end.

2008-08-18T06:47:00.004+08:00

The previous post was me calling for a hiatus; if yall didn’t know. Coz apparently, it wasn’t clear enough that I wasn’t blogging for awhile. But, heh; I’m back for a random post out of panic.
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Results are coming out today. I have been trying not to think bout it the whole week.

I’m supposed to be terrified. But, I’m not. Whether it is a spark of confidence or that I’ve just shut it all out; I’m not sure. From another point of view, no matter how much I think about it, it’s not going to change and I don’t get anything from worrying bout the results 24/7.

So better off if I just leave it alone right.

Well, all I’m able to do right now is pray; for all of us in fact.

And Good Luck to everyone.

kindly unspoken. it's not over.

2008-08-13T21:23:00.001+08:00

I have officially lost the passion and urge to blog. I somehow am just occupied or I’d rather do everything else or nothing rather than blog. Plus, some things ain’t going that well either.

But, thanks to those who come almost everyday and those who just come & visit; and sorry for not posting for so long and not posting for a much longer time to come. But don’t give up on me totally, alright?

Maybe one day.

I’ll see you when I see you! :)
Much love!

life; a fountain of colours

2008-07-30T12:00:00.001+08:00

The fact is really simple. I hate you. And this feeling will probably never go away. All you do is look through all my good points, and focus on all my negatives. So good for you that you seem to hate me so much. Well, technically, you hate me for me and everything I do is supposedly a mistake. And that’s your answer to the question of why I choose them over you. And I’m a strong believer of karma. So I guess we’re all getting our share of it. Last time there was wrong or right. Today, it doesn’t matter anymore because we all have lost sight of proper consideration. It’s never gonna be same. And I give up on even trying to go there. So have a good life. If I had a choice I wouldn’t be in your life. Mark my words.

Imperfections

2008-07-30T00:54:00.003+08:00

Past 12 now. So;

Happy Birthday Fibi!!

She's 5 and still sooo adorable. Lovess!

And Auntie Annie & fam's coming to visit all the way from Sydney, Aus. :) Reaching here on Thurs! It's been a lonnng time since I saw them. Like early last year? Gosh, I miss Aus. The shopping, the weather, the people there (family included), everythingg... Prob head down there end of this year. Holiday!! =D

It's gonna be fun!

1.20 am & I'm craving for durians. Gonna go get some from the fridge! Har Har.

Bye!

You see i am the bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
yet i shrink down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me....

Movie Review

2008-07-29T23:53:00.009+08:00

PROM NIGHT is dumb. Don't bother watching it.

THE HAPPENING is ok. Many people have been saying that it sucks and all but it's okay la. Gotta give them some credit. And it seriously wasn't that bad. But the scene with the old lady nearing the end scares the shit out of me. I still can remember her face. Ugh...ok now I'm spooked and; it's past 12....shit.

at the movies for Dark Knight. I think it was like 13 to 14 of us.. :)

THE DARK KNIGHT was really good. The movie was close to three hours long. Didn’t expect it to be THAT long and I was holding my pee for like an hour plus coz I didn’t wanna miss anything. LOL. Heath Ledger’s performance was groundbreaking and funny. Haha..and Edison Chen was in the movie too for like what? 3 seconds? -__- and OMG when they crashed the Lamborghini..OUCH. Plenty to comment about…so just go watch it kay….it rocks!

SEX AND THE CITY was fun fun fun! Lots to laugh about...it was one of those happy, very girlie movies. Close to 2.5 hours longg....but they censored some parts though...=/

faded pictures on the wall

2008-07-29T23:38:00.003+08:00

So I’m back to continue. Seriously wanted to skip class today. I'm getting lazzyyyy. And it was ONE class from 3-6...pointless really going all the way to coll. But haha, in the end, i got my butt to class. =S no idea why though...HaHa

Ok. I’ll update bout last weekend first. I tried studying last weekend since I was soo behind in everything especially LAW.

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Law sucks big time. And I don’t like. =/ Didn’t exactly do very much anyways. Somehow, time flies. Agree?

Friday was the movies and to help out at the carnival over at Pyramid. Pics are in someone’s camera. Saturday.......was a blurr really.

Urm, Sunday was good. Michelangelo’s for breakfast/lunch at like 2pm. It’s at Soho, Mont Kiara. A lil pricey but good food there.

Then over to my uncle’s place coz both my cousin sisters were back from Spore. And they were gonna treat the whole family dinner; meaning 4 families. =) On another note; kids today can be sooo spoilt. I have this cousin bro who’s half jap, half Chinese (cool rite? i know) and is only 2 this yr. Well, he sort of merajuk halfway during dinner coz it was a lil hot since the place was packed. So his parents took him home and came back again. Point is; he needed aircond. =.= and we can’t just dump him in the car with the aircond on coz it’s dangerous. Duh.

But anyways, it was great catching up and good company.

M for Mel!! ;)

Lobster pasta~ thumbs up!

Strawberry Gelato...two thumbs up!

♥

How was your weekend? Hope it was a good one... :)

you're gonna need someone on your side.

2008-07-26T23:52:00.004+08:00

Hello world!

It’s been too long. Frankly, at one point I really didn’t feel like blogging anymore. Well, ever tried catching up with your own life? Well, I’ve been doing or at least trying to for the past week. Other words, I’ve got a tonne of things to do and not a whole lot of time to do them. But, anyways I’m back! :) So I’ll just post as much as I can and want this weekend to make it up kay.

But firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me! 18 YO..!! It finally came on 20th July. Pretty quick eh? I mean one minute it was sweet 16 and now, 18. I feel OLD..=/

On the other hand, many cakes, many celebrations, all in all; it was good. Thanks for all your wishes through smses, phone calls, facebook, friendster, etc.. loves! Full post on it later.

Many, way too many July babies. Well, Happy Birthday to all~!! Hope you guys have a good one.

22nd July~Zai Xi's 19th

-candles courtesy of me! :)

the boys~

Anyways, Happy Birthday to ya. You've been a great friend. And, sorry that your celebration didn't go exactly as planned. I feel bad...But it was okay rite? Hehe...

Teevee time. Will be back...More posts ahead! Stay tuned! :)

walking on thin ice

2008-07-26T23:50:00.001+08:00

When you're leaving,
Don't forget to say goodbye.
Don't come back saying you're sorry or that you love me.
And when you're leaving,
Don’t forget to leave your key.
Because all you do is keep forgetting....

2008-07-12T14:11:00.004+08:00

The night’s over.
Break the dawn.
It’s a new day.
Time to start over.

On another note; what a relief; I got to clear some things up. It was great talking to you last night. Thanks for the help man. And what you said made a lot of sense. I’ve gotten the answers I needed ages ago. I guess I just needed someone to tell me the right thing. The thing I wanted to hear but nobody ever said it out loud. So thanks man.

You know who you are :] thanks again....

xoxo

just another ordinary day...

2008-07-11T23:40:00.007+08:00

HOLA!

Am thinking of not blogging for a while. Just need to get my mind straight and focus on what’s important in life. I’m wasting A LOT of time on unnecessary matters and I get sooooo distracted easily =S. Many things I need to get hold of and; to part with some of my bad habits. It’s just one of those times. Well, we’ll see.

Anyways, this week of classes were okay. Still getting used to the timing but it’s good that mon and tues were afternoon classes and I had today free! Haha…next week won’t be the same though..=( and LAW classes are a PAIN in the butt..boring shit. =/

Yesterday, classes from 8 to 2.30 then went out with the bestie who is still on hols. Very very unfair. Plus ‘my story of the week’ happened yesterday. Class was in the auditorium so the seats there are leveled and there are stairs all the way to the top. Thing is I put my books under my chair not knowing there was a hole at the step. And next thing you know, my law notes went down the hole. -____- speechless I tell you. It’s a long story after that; trying to get my books. Even my guys were trying to help and were all amused by the story…..LOL. Got my books back in the end thanks to the maintainence guy. =)

Okies, after that was shopping and movie at Pyramid. We watched Wanted at last. “Wanted” definitely rocked balls. Full on adrenaline rush. :)

Dinner at Wendy’s. I got like bad feedback bout it from my friends but it was ok. Just ok. But their potatoes suck. So I’m still luvin Carls Jr. =)

Mello got her results back too. Average at 67. Good job la bestie. You worked really hard and you did try your best; so stop mourning about it. You still have another sem to do better. No worries, ok?

More shopping after dinner. Reached home at bout 10 sth…& couch potato-ed all night long =)

Ooh! The new Clorets!-Dark Secret Mint...lol
(i'm a clorets junkie if yall didn't know...) =D

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OK. More movie reviews! Can't help it that I'm watching soo many movies these days...

Hancock! Not your everyday superhero, for sure. Watched this with the coll frens last week. Really good movie. Will Smith's movies never seem to fail me. Plus, Charlize Theron is in the movie. Zen & I were debating bout it coz it looked like her but then it didn't and went on till we saw the credits. :) Just go watch it.

Rachel was all crazy bout it. And I so wanted to know whyyy. So I watched it over at Seline's place. It was okay. The ending's a lil sad tho.

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1.30 am on a sat morning...I'm still wide awake. =S Teevee time? Probably....:)
Goodnight peoples..

p/s: For someone who's trying to mend matters and make up for something, you sure suck at it. I really want to know why you keep doing this. You gotta stop being selfish. Coward. Nothing has changed and your words are still words. And seriously, all this has to end somewhere. It’s getting tiring.

2008-07-08T00:15:00.001+08:00

Ok. This is fucked up.
Sincerity. Truth. Assurance. It’s all in doubt.
What would you do if you were in my shoes?
Having to do it all over again?
Would you?

Frankly I don’t know. What’s different this time? How do you trust someone that betrayed you in the past?

xoxo

night~

don't you forget about me

2008-07-07T02:03:00.001+08:00

I’m giving up.
Maybe I'm not putting enough effort.
But I don’t know what to do next.
I don’t have a next step.
Can I pass?
Pass it to you ok…

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I don’t know how to start. All I know is that I wanna blog but I don’t know where to start. Hmmm…July’s here. How fast time passes is beyond words. July’s the bittersweet month. For me that is. Birthday celebrations? I have no idea. Birthday pressies? I have loads of ideas. :)

Let’s put that aside for a while. It’s been a year. Let me tell you this story where;

-We took that picture.
I kept that picture for as long as I could.
I tore the picture when nothing was left.
And put it away.
I dug up on the past once.
Not knowing what to do, I put it aside.
That was all of last year.
Today, I put it in its right place and it’ll be there for the rest of time.
Maybe I had let go even before I knew it.

Love or Addiction?

2008-07-01T01:41:00.005+08:00

So I’ve been bumming around a lot. Holidays…what do you expect? And my sleep is all screwed up which explains why I'm here. =)

I remember always telling myself I would pick up something new, learn sth, do sth more, but I always end up doing nothing. Bleh~ And now the hols are almost over. I'm starting first thing Thursday. 8AM. Kill me. And I'm dreading every moment of it. The cycle's starting all over again.

So, ACCA starts next week. It’s all going so fast you know? And soon the results will be back and if it’s good, we’ll all graduate together and if it’s not, you know. I'm scared; truly.

graduation?

I’m listening to Kate Voegele-No Good. And heh, it’s a good song. She’s got many good songs. Some of you may know her from One Tree Hill. Well, I know her from there and have got almost all her songs. She rocked there and she definately rocks here. :)

And Marie Digby too! Good songs, good tunes, good everything. There’s something light to her music. Uplifting mostly.

It's 20 days to my bday. Not really feeling it though.

Ermmm...ok...movies! I’ve been watching a whole lot.

PS I LOVE YOU.

I remember watching it from 2 to 4 in the morning on some random day. It’s kinda slow moving but there are the funny parts. not as smart as I thought it would be. Gives you a warm feeling. I was thinking that there would be touching scenes like every 5 minutes but no there isn’t. Kind of a let down for something I’ve been waiting for so long. I reckon the books better; hearing from so many.

What happens in Vegas.
Watched this with Danny boy. Funny? Yeaps. And, Ashton Kutcher is very hot.

21.

Ooh, okay this is hot stuff. I just watched it today. Very very intense. So SO cool I wanted to count cards too. True story yo. Everyone should watch it.

Over her dead body.
Much funnier than I thought it would be. Love the parrot!

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Was watching Grey's Anatomy;

Change,

We don't like it, we fear it. But we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anybody who tell you isn't, is lying. But here's the truth, sometimes the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes...sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything.

- Meredith Grey, ep1

In the hospital, we see addiction every day. It's shocking how many kinds of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right?
Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away.

........Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you’re there?
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.

-Meredith Grey, ep2

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It's raining now. I love rainy nights...or mornings. :) 2 am now and I have to get up early tomorrow. =/ Time to cuddle with "Thanks for the Memories". It's a storybook btw.

Good Morning world!

2008-06-29T00:22:00.001+08:00

You see there’s this blog I frequent. I'm not gonna mention names though. There are no pretty pictures there nor is it very attractive from the background to the font. Its contents say it all. Many that I can relate to. Many are cold hard facts and that’s what I like. Coz it reminds me to come back down to earth, focus on the current and to just ponder. And it reminds me of my OWN fact that frequently, I myself can’t put into words.

It’s because it’s all the truth. And sometimes truth ain’t our best friends. And many of us lie to ourselves knowingly or not.

"Let's pretend everythings fine,

Put on our fake smiles and keep wasting our time.

Let's pretend we're fine,

Go out in style and come home in denial."

Singapore Part 1

2008-06-26T17:43:00.004+08:00

So I got my lazy ass up and am gonna start my Singapore post. The pics in the slideshow are from Ying’s phone. And these are from mine. Figure it out through the pictures. The whole story is gona be super summarized. But the full version’s gonna be kept in mind. :)

Day 1: 12/6
Reached S’pore at about 5pm. Uncle came to get us from work. Got some stuffs before we went home. Jap food for dinner. Did A LOT of catching up. Got comfy. Watched Gossip Girl.

Day 2: 13/6
Off to Suntec City to visit my aunt at the PC Fair. It was super crowded there just like the ones in KL. And they’ve got creative ways for advertising. Very degrading for the people doing it but it was good advertisement. Got lost a lil. Shopped a lil before we found my aunt.

Then to the DUCK TOURS. LOL…we had nothing better to do. And the DUCK aka Darla goes on both land and water. Great sightseeing for the day. BUT it’s Spore….how much is there to look at? Haha…

After that was lunch and then shopping. Then we rushed home and walked mileessss to the stadium to watch my future-national-champion player play ping pong! Haha…and another longggg walk to go home.

The Singapore Flyer!

MERLION!

@ The Botanic Gardens.

IT's Mini Fibis everywhere! Awww..

The train ride home....:)

Ping pong session~

Day 3: 14/6
We went somewhere. Haha…erm I remember the library. The National Library. The boys went to some place near there to get Tze Hong’s ping pong shoes. First time you’re hearing it? Me too; but it exists.
Me and Ying on the other hand, went for our breakfast at Han’s. Then to the library. And ps. I’ve not even gone to my own library yet.

Then off we went to Bugis. It’s very Chinatown. Lunch @ Fish Co.

Shopped more then went over to Centrepoint to meet up with the uncle. Dad went shopping @ Robinsons. Me and Ying went for Starbucks.

Got this and a matching bag @ the Bugis covered area.

happy times? yeaps...

you know you love me. xoxo. gossip girl. ;)

Singapore Part 2

2008-06-26T17:32:00.001+08:00

Day 4:15/6
Happy Father’s Day! Vivo City was today. Wanted to watch a movie but the times didn’t click. More shopping and taking pics. And to my fav place in the world, Forever 21! We found Ying’s prom dress too! Haha….but it didn’t fit. =( We’ll find another one kay?

Home @ bout 3pm. Early dinner. Out to Orchard for some night shopping. Much walking. Very very tired.

THe new Samsung SOUL phone. It rocks btw...

The new Ipanemas! I so must get one!

@ Forever 21~

@ Split~
(their changing rooms rock)

???

the men in the fam~

Haha...

@ the candy shop!!! every kid's dream come true!

Car rides~

MY everyday dose of Gossip Girl~

Starbucks again during our night shopping...

@ Takashimaya

Good night!

Day 5:16/6
Day 5:16/6
Went to….I forgot. Some shopping centre in the city to find for Dad’s model cars. To the Singapore Flyer. $S30 per person. Sorta pricey. Good experience but not exactly worth the money. And, it was really scary to board and leave the capsule. It’s constantly moving so you just jump into the capsule when it arrives. OMG.

A lot of picture taking! So cool when we were right on the top. =) Lunch at Popeye’s. Good food.

Make your own teddy!!!!! So cool~

AWWWW....so sweetttttt....

it's my dad behind there. XD

Home earlier to get cooking and get ready for relatives that were coming to visit. I helped! :) Auntie Lily and her husband came over for dinner. Curry chicken! Much gossiping about family affairs. LOL. Then my other cousins over for dessert. Got packing. That was the sad part. =( Then me and Ying tried staying awake as long as we could coz I leave first thing in the morning like 7am. So we talked, watched teevee, talk more…at one point we were frendstering and facebooking people. Seriously had nothing left to do. LOL. I think we stayed up till like 4 and then I woke up at 6 to get ready to go.

Slept all the way home. Tired catching some movies on the bus but never stayed awake long enough to watch the whole movie. Didn't even bother having lunch. Finally home it was.

the last time. let's keep it that way.

2008-06-24T23:46:00.003+08:00

Pictures from last Thurs when we were @ OU. Had not seen the bestie a lot since studies got the better of us and timing wasn’t always good. So at last, after I got back from S’pore and she finished her exams, off we went for a gals day out. :)

Checked out the rock climbing there. Pricey but we’re thinking about it. Plus, the guy there was cute! Haha…wanna join us? We need a minimum of 4 to go for the 4 hour package @ RM100.

Lunch @ Just Thai. Food there's OK. Nothing great.

Kungfu Panda! HE rocks. Panda power! Haha…I guess the movie’s all about believing in yourself. And remember,
Yesterday is History; Tomorrow's a Mystery; Today's a Gift. (quote from the movie)

Shopped abit. & Ps ying: I got you the top!

At Forever 21;

Prettttyyy ain't it?

Then over to Taylor’s for Ice Monster (it rocked btw) and for Mello to see the bf.

The Mango sth sth...i forgot :p but it's good...!

(it's like ice kacang minus the syrup and ingredients meet mango sherbet and lots of mango!)
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Then home it was; to celebrate Daddy’s birthday!

Happy Birthday once again, Daddy-O!

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One more thing. DO check out me & mellie's fashion blog @

www.souledtofashion.blogspot.com

Good stuffs there! & many credits to mel who designed it. :)

Happy Belated Birthday Kree!

Hope to see ya soon in Monash! Then we can catch up on everything!

Yay! Another neighbour...haha =)

i'm just not feeling it. i do not believe they have moved on. BOTH of them.

She's just lying to herself. And he shouldn't be doing what he's doing right now.

They definately have to try harder.

Happily never after?

It's someone's story.

cause you're not here and all i've got is wasted time

2008-06-22T17:41:00.005+08:00

Finished Gossip Girl last week. So I’m starting on my One Tree Hill craze again. Season 5 now! Watched the first 2 episodes online. Got the box set yesterday when I was at Hartamas. There is always a difference watching it on a bigger screen than on my comp. Watched it from the start again. I tell you I can watch it a gazillion times. =)

And omagosh, there’s a Season 6! Woot! Read this; http://www.buddytv.com/articles/one-tree-hill/one-tree-hill-spoilers-galore-8940.aspx

Nathan’s son, Jamie is sooooo adorable and lovable all over. He’s like the happy factor of the show.

:) lil' jimjam!

And Lucas’ new girlfriend Lindsey looks a tad bit like Angelina Jolie. She’s nice and all but I just don’t like her coz I’m supporting Peyton. Haha…
And Chad Michael Murray is still so HOTT!

Quote: "What is going to make you happy? Is it how you look or the car you drive or the people you know? Is it money or celebrity or power or accomplishment? Because some people have all those and still don’t think it’s enough. So what is enough?--Love I think. And that love could be a boy or a girl. Or a place or a way of life or even for a family. But where you find it is up to you.
So, where are you gonna find that love?"

2008-06-21T00:13:00.005+08:00

I’m sick. Down with the flu and fever. Boohoo. =(

The Singapore post is on its way. Many, many, way too many pics. Don’t know what to do. But it’s coming. No worries. Meanwhile, enjoy the slideshow I posted earlier =)
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Anyways, this post is for my DAD.

It’s kinda late but Happy Father’s Day to you and most importantly;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Wished you on both the days itself…so this is just for blogging purposes.

Dad turned 48 on this day! 19th June~

why do dads hate taking pics so much? this was taken without him knowing. :)

Took this pic in Spore. Still trying to get the whole quote...anyone?
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Anyways, even though I'm one spoilt kid and am annoying as hell at times; you know i love you.
So, we accomodate okay? Haha...
Much love DAD.
Hope you have many many more happy days ahead and live as long as ever!
=)

And he said, “But now I know that I was wrong coz I missed you.”

Btw, a month to my birthday!! :)

Singapore Trip Preview!!!!

2008-06-17T01:08:00.004+08:00

I skip a heartbeat

2008-06-13T23:24:00.003+08:00

HIEEEE!!!!

MIA…very MIA. I know. Been busy. Exams, exams.. and now vacationing!

So exams were a killer. Boo. But thank god it’s over. Took 3 or more weeks off my life. Seems like I’m studying harder and harder for every exam. By the time I reach my final year, I’d probably be nerding every minute. =X okay, bad idea.

Anyways, celebratory dinner was @ Yuen Steamboat with college frens. Much fun stuffing ourselves, playing random games, and trying to finish the extra food we took or we kena denda and trying to put them back later and got caught. One night of stress relief. =)

Anyhoo, I’m in Singapore now. My almost-every-hols-getaway.. As usual, to meet the cuzzies :)

Reached here yesterday bout 5.30. Bus trip was fun.

They had “ur very own personal tv screen” like the one in the aeroplanes. Cool. Kept me awake most of the time. Watched Hitch again and Evan Almighty.

a scene from the movie.

the lighting here rocks.

Bruce Almighty was so much more original. But this is good stuff. And seriously, be careful what you wish for.

Good for laughs. And it actually looked so fun when all the animals and the fam were building the ark together. Fake i know but it looked fun. XD

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Today was enjoyable. Short and sweet. =) “The Duck” aka Darla brought us around Spore. Haha..inside joke. Tell yall bout it soon.

Now off to watch Gossip Girl!!

Wonder where will I be going to tomorrow? :)

xoxo

i'm glad you did what you did. let's take a step further?
...together that is :)

come on. let's walk together.

2008-06-02T16:25:00.003+08:00

It's the final tollll.

Ughhh...*struggles..*

Ok. Not really. Since there's only ONE paper tomorrow.

But I studied like a cow for the past 5 days for this paper. =/

Miserable-ness, damn no life, TUT studyinggg....

It's been a long week, and another 1 plus week more to go.

It ain't gonna be fun but it has to be done.

Haha...it rhymes :)

For CAT/ACCA students, some exams have started today. So,

Good luck to all of yall~ =)

And to my frens & my class and my intake~

GOOD LUCK, yall!!

Study hard peoples.

Will be praying...

-xoxo

~don't give up

i'm headed nowhere.

2008-05-29T00:56:00.003+08:00

BOOO!!

It’s 1 am sth now. I should be studying but I'm not. I was supposed to have dinner but I didn’t. Long story. And I gave up trying to get food. So I snacked while watching gossip girl. =)

This blog’s starting to look dull-thanks to the exams. It’s the exam season now if you didn’t know. At least it is for college/uni peoples. And I'm sure a lot of you people out there are either having exams now, or preparing for your exams that are coming up. So, how are the preparations going? Hope it’s good.
Just study like a dog now and it’ll all be over soon making it worthwhile and then we can all CELEBRATE!

Tag! Tag! Tag! :)

Feel so dead. Been studying for 5 days straight now. Plus today it’s 6! Omg. And I have got exactly a week more to go before my first paper. Don’t know how I'm gonna go through another week of studying man. Deadbeat boring..-___-
After my first paper it would be another 5 days of break then my last 2 papers and I’m done!

Now. My biggest prob. NATIONAL SERVICE. Typing that is like typing DEATH. Ok, touch wood.

Well, clearly; I kena. Now I have to find a way out of it. And it starts on 14th of June. And I’m supposed to be holidaying somewhere; prob S’pore at that time. Tut the Msian gov kay. And earlier my dad was saying you cannot go S’pore dy la. The NS people gonna wait at the customs to catch you and bring you to NS. Yea, very funny dad. Very helpful too. Like as if I don’t have enough things to worry about.

And earlier, I was on the verge of crying just thinking about it. =( But like seriously, I don’t know how am I gonna get out of this shit now. Ideas? Tell me! I'm desperate for any way to get out of this. So if you have somehow got urself out of this shitass prog last time, leave me a comment telling me how. Really appreciate it. :)
Plus I don’t have much time. 2 weeks left to appeal and my fren says they take forever to confirm it. =S
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Btw, if you still didn’t know; don’t send your unwanted dogs or strays to SPCA or PAWS. They can’t accommodate any more. In other words, you’ll just be indirectly killing the dogs/cats that you send there. They just don’t have the resources to keep more pets. One alternative is to send them to Furry Friends Farm handled by Sabrina.

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Feeling generous?

You could contribute RM1 per day per dog. =) it would help a lot. Trust me. More info @ http://furryfriendsfarm2006.blogspot.com/

Whatever it is, if you’re gonna get a pet, make up your mind before doing so. They shouldn’t need to suffer in future because of you.

Congrats to Cheryl on your opening of Armadale! And sorry I couldn’t make it. All the best with your new bridal shop :)

Been homing alot. SO sick of my room & my house. I've been studying from my table to the floor to my bed to the living to my dad's room to the garden...ish to everywhere possible. Still feel like i'm taking it too easy. Gotta get more serious about it. =S

2.30. Time to sleep. Nites.

xoxo.

-not everyone's coming home this time round.
& boy; i don't want you home this time.

2008-05-27T12:28:00.000+08:00

I’m getting nervous.

It all comes down to this.

It might not work out but let’s not think otherwise now.

I'm gonna try my best.

I’m praying for it to be okay.

That I’m gonna do okay.

Pary for me too?

2008-05-24T12:52:00.004+08:00

happy belated birthday to you....

Hope you had a great one :)

sorry yall. been really busy. revision classes. nerding time. exams are around the corner =S. can't wait for it to be over! will update as soon as i can.
love :)

take away my yesterdays

2008-05-20T23:57:00.003+08:00

I'm here to bitch.

Make up your fucking mind ok. Don’t go here and there saying one thing and doing another. Where are your fucking principles? It may be all small matters here and there but in the long term, it builds up and it’s just plain annoying and I just can’t stand you.

I hate it when you make a HUGE deal out of everything and telling ppl wat to do and what not to do when in the end you just do the opposite. And also asking people for help when in the end you don’t even care about their answer. Or if you actually do, you don’t quite know how to show it. Might as well just shut the fuck up.

I really don’t want to relate to you. Plus, coz it’s all the small details here and there. That's why I can’t bring it up. Therefore, I can’t find a way to just tell you off. Thus, me here to bitch. =S

So fuck off.

i wish, i wish i can erase everything.

I'm no stranger to this feeling.

2008-05-13T00:24:00.003+08:00

d_b: Kate Voegele-Chicago

So I’m here blogging coz I feel bad. Procrastination got the better of me since Fri night. A ton of things to blog about but it’s been piling up since forever I don’t know where to start. Blogging IS hard work. And, I just can’t find the time to sit down to get a proper post done. Plus, I have an 8am to 5pm class tomorrow. And I’m chatting with 2576328 people now which is making it hard for me to type this.

Ok. Track back. Friday morn was a mess-couldn’t find my makeup, my bra straps, my file, this and that la and I was just slower than usual at everything I was doing that morn.
Thus, late for class. && before class, I got lost. Imagine I’ve been in coll for a yr now and I’m still getting lost. -__- But thank god Ms, Joyce was having 2 classes @ once so she wasn’t there when I got in =) Friday was one long day. Got back my results for T7. Low man. Like the Flo Rida song-low, low, low, low, low…..

Audit tutorial last week. Classes were boring but Mr. Jay rocked! :) And there were so much sick talk going on; you forget class is goin on. And there were times when Mr. Jay was even sicker than us. LOL. Gonna miss him tho.

Weekend was biasa. TRIED to do some studying. DIDN’T exactly fail altogether. So I did get some stuffs done. =) Went for lunch @ Lafite @ Shang today. It rocked! Piccies later. It’s all in my phone and I’m too lazy to transfer.

Btw, Marie Digby this Wed!!! Who’s going?

I’ll see you there kay :) Can’t wait.

Ok. This is hard. Chating with too many people and Zen’s trying to revise audit now over msn. WTH -___-

Anyways, I don’t think I’ll be blogging much from now till after my exams which shud end @ June 10. Can’t wait for my exams to be over! Then HOLIDAY!!!! Am still thinking~hols to Lang Tengah or Spore or Aus??? Tickets to Aus are like super cheap now thanks to Jetstar and I can follow my aunt back who’s coming in July. Just in time for class! =D

Hmm…think about that later la.
Exams in 3 weeks. It's the finals. IF I FAIL, I'm gonna be stuck for another sem which is 6 months =S.. I’m supposed to start panicking now. =/

Okies. It’s late. Gotta sleep. Super long day 2moro. =(

Nites..

2008-05-11T20:52:00.005+08:00

Hello world!

I was going to blog but Dad just told me that we’re going to visit my grandaunt before she leaves for Sydney next Thurs.

So, I’ll meet you back here later? :)

xoxo

Oops..

HAPPY MOM'S DAY!!!!!
to all the amazing mommies out there!

& to MY mom:
i'm missing you dearly mom & I'll be loving you always.

i'm missing everything and nothing at the same time.
it's getting pretty empty.

you're mine

2008-05-05T20:03:00.001+08:00

d_b : Marie Digby-Miss Invisible

p/s: She's coming to perform live in KL @ OU this 14 May.

Will most probably be going. I like her songs. =)

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Anyways, there's been 2 big sales that went on last week.

Fine brands, good stuffs, great bargain, vast amount of people, worth-it buys =D

The first sale was @ Corus Hotel's ballroom selling off ZARA, Pull & Bear, Ted Baker, etc. from Thurs-Sun.

Was there to have late lunch @ Royal China with dad and saw the sale so thought why not. Was looking through the clothes at first but gave up coz it was tiring goin through the clothes so i headed off to shoes. Smart idea really. Coz i got a pair of pumps in my SIZE!!!! Lucky me! :) Then to accesories and belts. Well, practically everything else except clothes. haha...

Shades @ RM40.

Bangle @ RM20

Pumps @ RM90

(original price RM389!) luvsss~

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The other one was "THE BRANDED SALE" at Bangsar Village II from Fri to Sun.
They had La Senza, Guess, Raoul, Gap, Banana Republic, etc.

Thought that there would be much more people here coz there were more brands but not really. There was some line before you entered but when ur in, it wasn't as crowded as i thought it would be. Compared to the ZARA sale where there was a super long line to the fitting rooms (such a turn off..) and ppl were changing in front of the mirrors outside =S

So the barang barang @ BV were ok. No shoes to but tho =/ Was there with Mello. Got her @ 2pm and headed there right away.

La Senza first! Got a brassiere from there. The "360 Strapless Convertible". Mel got the same one too. She wanted to get like lingerie pieces for her mum but no size =( And they were selling 10 undies for RM 45. Cheap man! But they were all thongs. What the heck am I gonna do with 10 thongs??

Wanted to get so many more brassieres but I have got so many alreadly and Mel was not supporting me either. So no point really.

50 styles yo. (but a lil con case la this one...)

Saw this GAP skirt last minute. And they had my size too! It was one lucky week for sales for me! :)

Full story @ http://melaniethw.blogspot.com/2008/04/just-kick-back-relax.html

C ya soon bestie?

luvx~

Teevee time!

Ciao!

Going places

2008-05-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

Am supposed to hit lala land coz I’ve not been getting enough sleep. It’s either I would have to wake earlier, sleep later or both. And I sleep a lot okay. Last time I got my 12 hours sleep on Mon I think, I was still sleep deprived X)

Whatever la, doesn’t look like I’m gonna sleep anytime soon now~so blog…=) and I have a feeling I have to get up early for bfast/brunch/sth with the fam frens 2moro~ haha, I don’t know la. Never bothered to ask~

Ooohh yea, I was at the gym earlier and tried out their new “Zumba Fitness” class-first dance class where the dance instructor was NOT cute XD (can’t blame me…) and I still can’t shake off the feeling of seeing him shaking his booty 10 million times…I mean like can’t you JUST STOP??

Ok. Post exams stuffies I was supposed to post:~

...........Fri-25/4

Last paper @ 2pm. Ended @ 5 pm. Hung ard coll a while. Then off to Bangsar for dinner! Supeeerrrr jam coz it was around 6...=S Late for dinner in the end. =/ Dinner at The Daily Grind and agreed with the bestie to meet her later.

Haha...saw this @ BV 2. HAD to take a pic...SINGLE & AVAILABLE! ~true...

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Then to meet the bestie. We took forever to decide where to go. In the end, back to Pyramid for a lil shopping and then to chill @ Friendster Cafe.

We got bored and started doing random stuff.
Like plan our fashion blog on tissue. Haha..& the "inner beauty" talk in which i'm in MUCH denial (inside joke...)

&& drawing more random stuffs. By the bestie.
Chyi in the pic is carrying a CELINE clutch, wearing a very chic dress, and i forgot wats on the end of the 2 lines...X)

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.................Sat-26/4

MORAL exam in the morn. AC after then dropped Zen @ MV. Then to Uncle Nam's new wine shop @ Bkt Bintang for his wine testing. Drank quite alot. Thus, I was sorta high at the end of it. X)

The bottles up there are oldddd. Some dated back to 1905 and 1915. Uncle Nam still had one of the 1915 ones in his cellar priced at RM50K!! Jack brought me to see it and weird moment in the cellar really. And i really didn't realize till some ang moh came in...

Dinner @ Dragon-i in Pavillion. Then got Mel and then to Monash Street Party ard 10. Super late so alot of ppl had left. Stayed for less than an hour and then headed home.

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.........Sun-26/4

Woke up late. Dim Sum lunch @ Shangri-la. The food there rocks! Flea mart @ Ampang Point after.

Monday is on its way. Need to get the pics from Mello~
I seriously have got 5686768 drafts. Gonna go through them now and delete delete!!
Then to sleeepppppppp...

Goodnight my friend~

the answer is coz it'll never be the same. and it's not always about you ok.
you're being selfish and that's why i'm not giving in coz it shows that you had learnt nothing.
and you can never be too sure. things can change but only IF you change.

-xoxo

watch me strike a match on all my wasted time

2008-04-30T17:18:00.003+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Extraordinary!!~Mandy Moore C=

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Stay For a Lifetime-Four Letter Lie (so i'm loyal?...a lil..)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Turn Me On-Norah Jones (…hahaha better be someone that turns me on! makes sense.)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Just Friends-Amy Winehouse

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Cepat Cepat-Jaclyn Victor (lol?...)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
One Word-Elliot Yamin

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Vulnerable-Secondhand Serenade (hahaha...kinda XD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Don’t you know Who I Think I Am-Fall Out Boy (hmm...ok~)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Now That You Got It-Gwen Stefani

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Ride for You-Danity Kane

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Li Sheng Jie- 最近(haha..i had to google this one coz I'm sooo banana but it said ‘recently’ so…hmmm)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Like This-Kelly Rowland feat Eve

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Sober-Kelly Clarkson (…haha..OK!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
When Will I See Your Face Again-Jamie Scott and the Town(…haha TRUE TRUE~sounds appropriate)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Baby Love-Nicole Sherzinger(…aww)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Tu Amour – Alfonso (I don’t mind =))

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Teardrops on my Guitar-Taylor Swift (..not bad)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Love is Gone-David Guetta (…???)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
The Pieces Don't fit anymore-James Morrison (changes?...yea probably...)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
First Love-Utada hikaru (is it really?...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Do It-Nelly Furtado

Am waiting for Jonathan to get me for dinner. Been ages since I met the bugger :D Anyways, to kill time; I decided to do the music poll. =)
Frankly, some answers just don’t make any sense but most of it do even if they don’t answer the Q, they somehow relate…cools~

-cyaz!

Oldies...

2008-04-30T16:59:00.000+08:00

Was going through my 793952 drafts. Found this post!

It's more of the pics that was taken from the trip to the Compassion Home for Moral...=)

It's Rachel and Rachel Jr.

Manpreet, Hui Jeat, Zen, Rach, Chai Ping

Zen! ahem ahem....

Faking it~

RandomS....

let's dance till we drop~

2008-04-29T23:49:00.005+08:00

Listening to some good ol’ BSB songs…Haha the good old times when their songs were good and reminds me of primary skool when I hearted NICK CARTER!! and where we would go crazy over their pics and news and what not…XDD

Got the WHOLE day to myself today and have been doin nothing really…it’s just me & my tv & movies & tv box sets & ps2 & food! & onlining & manicure & facial & plain lazinggg~~ (me like)…hahaaa….I’m definitely enjoyingggg myself....

Life was hectic during exams then after that to celebrate and now; finally, after the hype’s all over…

I can relax! You bet I’m a happy girl…:)

Trying to get the weekend post done. It’s long. Probably get it done by 2moro =)
Was over at the vet earlier. Fibi had to get her yearly jab thingy from Dr Ben.

she's turning 5 this year. Gosh she's getting olddddd....=/

Ughhh…April’s ending soon…everything’s just passing sooo fast….why???

Doing the OTH trivia thing on Facebook (yeap..im back at it) and going through the quotes. Saw one that reminded me of my conversation earlier with Melvin~

"Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep people away,
but to see who cares enough to tear those walls down."

♥.chyi.♥ : these days i kinda put walls everywhere Xd
+ melvin +: like d berlin walls..?
+ melvin +: so no more for d moment?..
♥.chyi.♥: hmm...yea~
♥.chyi.♥: nope
+ Melvin +: if berlin wall is dismantled after 28 years, when are u gona dismantle urs?
♥.chyi.♥: when there's someone worth it enough
♥.chyi.♥: =)
+ melvin +: he would be banging the wall a few times before u even know it....that hurts...
+ melvin +: haha
♥.chyi.♥: guess that's what a few ppl are doing.
+ melvin +:oooo
♥.chyi.♥:i really dont mind them as in i cud have accepted them
♥.chyi.♥: but i just cant
♥.chyi.♥: u noe like sometimes u just get so used to it, u dont know how 2 undo it
♥.chyi.♥: aihhh
+ melvin +: wow...i c
+ melvin +:so love hurts sometimes....

yea...it does.
and now i'm having problems "undo-ing" the wall~

Ok.That was randoommm.
I shud go to sleep. Nitess~
xoxo

bring me love

2008-04-28T09:40:00.003+08:00

Yo peeps~!

First day of my hols and I'm up @ 7(super early by the way....) to follow the bestie to her coll to bum~ then off to Curve/OU later for movies and a girls day out.. :)

Anyways, in Monash's library waitinngggg for Mello~ She's having class from 9 to 11 so I'm just bumming around the library. =) I'm such a GOOD friend.

No class today and for the REST of the week!!! Hahahahah.....Have been planning what I should be doing for the week...Here's what I got:~

Gym
Get a job?(I'm feeling pretty useless...shud learn sth new)
Genting trip with the coll frens~
Shopping!!
Try to get the clothes blog thingy started? (got stuff to dump =)
Catch up wid my long lost frenss....
Wanna go to S'pore for da weekend. (note: ying yng! u done with ur exams by then?)
TRY to do some studying before coll starts next week...it'll be revision time. I don't wanna know nothing kay~
anddd.......i'll update when i can think of more. :D

Btw, i grabbed a copy of an old GLAMOUR issue. It's pretty good you know. Very compact, the details are okok, the thing i like? It's like a little handbook coz it's smaller than ur average size mags thus making it easy to read and carry around!

Speaking of clothes blogs; there are like pretty decent ones out there these days. Feel like buying some stuffs online but like it might not fit right or like it's low quality. Anyways, some of the sites that me like:~

http://what-every-girl-needs.blogspot.com/

http://www.tictactoe28.blogspot.com/

http://ohmygodyourclothes.blogspot.com/

Ugghh..time's passinng so slllooowww. And, I'm hungry =/
And i'm crapping mucho alreadly....

I'm updating my facebook these days. Deleting unknown people from my friends list, removing apps so that my page isn't super laggy, catching up with people, adding other new apps, trying to play Scrabulous......:)

Ooh, my henna tattoo from the Penang trip is oficially gone =( it was so pretty...wanna get another one! Actually, i was thinking of getting a real tatt like on my back or sth...i just need the guts to get through the pain man..(ps i HATE needles...so so figure) Oh! and my dad's permission..

This broke btw and it was from a good fren =/
but! it's fixable..no probs just that it's not the same
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OK. I'm officially bored......
Now to get food..!
Where is Monash's cafeteria?

ever tried to take a picture of love?

2008-04-26T08:37:00.004+08:00

Good morning world!

Har Har Har!

It’s all over!!!!

Well, there’s Moral after this but that doesn’t count! Haha…I DIDN'T study and I Don't care! =) Technically, I’ve only attended 3 classes and have got no reading material anyways. :D and mind you, there are 2 classes a week.

Celebrate!!
I'm super sleep deprived. Update on yesterday later. Came home late yday and slept even later and now to wake uber early to go to coll for my MORAL exam~

Tata~ xoxo

2008-04-25T10:44:00.003+08:00

i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored. i’m bored.

HaHa. Rachel's online. She NEVER comes online~

Last paper today! I need to study but i JUST can't.

Can’t study anymore. I can’t concentrate.

Hmphhhh...!

2008-04-22T01:43:00.002+08:00

It's nearing 2 am now. I'm gonna sleep soon.

Super lonnnggg day and i was panicking earlier =/

Exams start in 6 hours!

& I'm doomed.

='(

GOOD LUCK peoples!!

(wish me luck...)

It’s emancipation, baby

2008-04-21T00:10:00.005+08:00

Ok. If yall realised, temporary hiatus going on here. Anyways, I’m hardly posting stuffs these days. My emotional stress is just crazy right now. Speaking of, that’s why I'm here.

Studying is succkkkyyyy... and it’s my TRIALS!!! And I’m very very very unprepared. Got no mood to study and there’s so much to cover! Got an 8 am class tomorrow but I’m not going la. Need my sleep and extra time to study.

I’ve been nerding all weekend and been spending a whole lot of time in my room. =S
I just wanna sit around and do nothing at all. I miss that now. Ughhh..

I miss my yoga classes. I need to relax man!

Oh, remember the dress I found in Forever 21 in Penang? It’s here! In Pavillion; well to be exact it’s at my bestie’s place. but it’s green…Don't know if it’ll look nice. *fingers crossed*

Had to miss my cuzzie’s farewell dinner earlier. Fion’s goin to S'pore this May to work her butt off and be some kiasu person there~ but I’ll be seeing here before she goes. =) Might even follow her down since I’m having a break after my exams~ =D Thing is, I had to also miss my cousins & aunt’s bday celebrations. 3 cousins and my aunt…all APRIL babies! HAPPY BIRTHDAY u guys! Hope yall had a good one~

But I got cake!...haha~ Loads of cake!!! XD

I cleared up some stuffs too.

It really is infatuation. Well, wtv it is; it wouldn't be love. It can’t be any more real. I don’t know what I liked about you. And, i'm thinking pretty hard here. I can’t see anything in common. I can’t see anything really. And to think it lasted that long, I don’t know what to say.

Didn’t know why I wanted you that much anyways. Now I just have to start living without you being a part of my life. Relieve? Amazingly, yes. Just needs getting used to.

Looking back, there’s really nothing much to hold on to. In fact, there’s more to let go of. So why am I still at it? Guess I just got too used to you being around, thinking about you, missing you and what not. Time for a change!

You don't understand me enough. You hardly know my faves and hates. So why did I let you stay? It was more like I had to and not that I wanted to.

Put it this way; I held on to you for all the wrong reasons.

And now I can finally extract you from my life.

On another note: I seriously hate people who are unsincere.

how sorry can you be

2008-04-14T23:45:00.004+08:00

I AM SORRY. I really am. I'm not sure if it's really my fault. But, I want to change things. Just that I don’t know how. I really want to help out. I’ve just gotten so used to the environment YOU put me in that I can’t bring myself to change things. I’m just sorry. I know that these words would hardly mean anything but I just AM. You don’t adapt well to changes and every time I try to change things, you just discourage me even more even if it was for the better. So now, I can either put my feelings aside and put my WHOLE self into this or just leave it as it is. Being me, I’m sorry but I think I’ll end up with the latter.

Would you do sth that would help another person even if the person keeps letting you down and discourages all your efforts?

Would you still help out?

Would you still stand by him/her?

I won't but;

I should.

Coz,

It's for a loved ONE~

i forgot to remember to forget.

2008-04-11T00:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, being the closest to someone isn’t as close as you ~~think~~ know you really are.

And most times, the people who aren’t as close are the ones closer to heart.

So, how close is close?

Who should you trust?

Time, distance & people around us DO make a difference.

Good morning peeps!

I can't sleep. -__-

My "weekend" is over & I've got Tax class & test in less than 8 hours. =(

And I really got to stop thinking about you (period).

And I'm too lazy to post further.

Now i gotta find sth else to do.

:)......xoxo

Adorable-nessss

2008-04-09T21:58:00.001+08:00

Was at my vet earlier to get some stuffs for Fibi.

And! There was the cutest, most adorable, innocent looking pup there!!

Had to play with it~

Apparently, it's ear was bitten by the owner! when the owner was playing with it~ *gasp*

Crazy owner, really!

So kesian~ and it's just a pup~

.....camera shy!

Now, I want me a a new pup!!
A Beagle? Jack Russell?

Btw, if any of ya want puppies; leave a comment. Got 6 newly born pups, black, mix of cocker spaniel & spitz and the owner, Vanessa's giving them away. Or they'll just end up in SPCA in a month or so. So, lend a hand if you can kay~

Pyramid & Queen's Park~

2008-04-09T16:45:00.012+08:00

Ola!

Skipped class today and gonna skip tomorrow too. It’s like a weekend! =)

Anyways, was over at Pyramid & Queen’s Park on Mon. Fyi, Queen’s Park is in Peel Rd. Sounds kinda ulu rite the place. That’s what I thought. But not really, the place is pretty OK and there are outlet shops there which are good like Nike, MNG and that makes me a happy girl! =D

Forever 21 is open in Pyramid so we dropped by for a while after lunch. Not as big as Pavi’s one but it’s closer to coll! All the better~

:forever 2!: haha~forever besties! luvs!

::.MANGO!!!.::

looking good & feeling good!-so right!

This was actually a painting on a wall on some shop @ Queen's Park.

I kinda edited it. Prettyy rite~

Thanks to the bestie for petrol, her driving, for getting lost and not lost in the end!

Ok. Now to TRY and studyyy.

Did i tell you another exam is coming up? =((((

-at times i really wonder if you think about me as much as i think bout you.

coz i'm starting to miss you all over again.

2008-04-06T01:34:00.002+08:00

Boo!

Just got home from buffet dinner at Lemon Garden @ Shang. Yums! Really stuffed right now so I can’t sleep therefore I’m here to post a lil =)

Plus it doesn’t feel like 1.30 in the morning. Feels like 1.30 in the afternoon or sth =/

Ok. Random-nya :)

Saw this article in NST sometime last week.

And this is the sequel to it on NST today.

The story(summarized): He's a she. He/she is Thomas Beatie/Tracy Lagondino; a former Hawaiian beauty queen and is now 6 months pregnant. Actually its kinda a con case coz ‘he’ is a ‘she’ so duh! ‘He’ can get pregnant and ‘his’ wife sorta has probs getting pregnant so ‘he’ is doing it for them. =) And this he/she thingy is getting confusing~

More info in http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/7330196.stm or go google it. 'He's popular! He's on Oprah too~!

To me: Nothing wrong really. ‘He’s still a woman. So nothing wrong with getting preggers rite. Just a lil disturbing having to see the pic with ‘him’ half nude being preggers with no boobs and the armpit hair. =S

Goodnight people!
It's Sunday! My Lazing day! =)

~xoxo

-there are times when i wanna be close to you again. i miss it.
coz you gave me a sort of comfort i can't seem to find these days.

2008-04-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

d_b: Jacks Mannequin-Dark Blue

Holla!

Pardon my mia. I’ve come to a point where I put everything else first before blogging and yet when I have nothing left to do, I would still not blog coz I’m too lazy to rearrange my days into sth readable.

Was supposed to blog earlier. Got so much stuff to put here. But dad asked me to scan a million pages of I dunno what for him. And it’s hard work kay and now it's 2am-late! I gotta go to sleep if not I’ll be sleeping in tax class 2moro. Plus, I got a test 2moro and my Moral presentation. I HAVE to get my beauty sleep and enough conscience to do my test right. So, I'll just type some stuffs =)

Wish my group luck for our presentation!! And! I have a super long break seeing that class ends at 1 and Moral starts at 5.30 =/ What the heck am I gonna do??

Found quite a few good songs worth listening these days. Post some up soon yea~

Time’s passing super fast! = / My reminisce of my last week of March (last week):~

Classes all week. Went for all. Didn't miss a single one =) even the extra classes & Moral kay. I was such a goodie gal that week. =D
Step Up 2 with the bestie.
Did my new specs.
564941 people had their bday in that week. Seriously, my frens were having their bday, my frens' frens were also having bdays.
1st ep of Desp Housewives 4 & it will air every Tues on 8tv.
P4 CBE resit for mua frens.
T7 Costing Paper results back~80.5%

It’s April now. How was your April Fools? Did ya fool or got fooled? I got both =) EVEN!

Seriously, I’m waiting for one day to have more than 24 hours! Got SOoooo MANY things to do!!!! Therefore, something I really need and sth I believe you people want too~

Happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true, or in a promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy, because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

(quote from One Tree Hill)

Good morning peeps! Happy Friday!

Penang Getaway!

2008-03-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

One week since my visit to the island of Penang! And I'm definately going back!

Who's coming with me this time? Bestie, road trip??? =D

Day 1-Sat 22.3

Sleep deprived the whole exam week. What difference will one more day make? Didn’t sleep much due to dad deciding to go last minute and me taking 135375 hours to pack as usual. Figured I could catch up with sleep in Uncle KC’s car. =) Left Kay Elle at bout 10am. And all I could think about was how long the ride was gonna be. Ughhh…so for about 5 hrs or so my boredom was being teman-ed by random conversations, my mp3, handphone, mags and junk food. Oh! And sleep which wasn’t a lot coz it was kinda uncomfortable.

Stopped by Bidor for lunch and to buy biscuits specially from there.

Finally the Penang Bridge! Didn’t know it was THAT long. Last time I took the ferry to Penang and that was ages ago.

Rounded the city quite a while b4 we could find our hotel. Stooppid one way roads in Penang I tell you. Make a wrong turn and you do the whole thing all over again. No U-turns whatsoever. Making a 5 min ride 25 mins or more. So fugging frustrating!!!

Finally, Trader’s Hotel in sight!!

Checked in and what not. Went out shortly after to jalan jalan. Get to know the place. Went to the famous Ghee Hiang to get their Dragon Eye Ball Biscuits.

Then to Gurney Plaza for shopping! The place is pretty good actually. And really packed too.Then to Gurney Drive for makans!
Later was driving around and to Queensbay Mall-the new mall in Penang! Again, repeated the route like 5 times coz we kept taking the wrong turns. Ishhhh…! I was so sick of sitting in the car by then. Reached there in the end.

Forever 21! My love! Had to get sth!

Heart this dress. But there was a defect so I MUST find it here in KL!!

Back to a hawker near Traders for supper. Then to the hotel’s pub for some drinks and back to the hotel room at bout 1. Shower, plan the next day’s destinations, teevee and then sleep at 3/4? Exhausted man I tell you. Again, lack of sleep! =S

Day 2- Sun 23.3

Up and awake early in the morning! Pretty sky~~

Dim sum for breakfast! Different style compared to KL. IF you were there, you'd get it.

Hailed a cab to Penang Hill. Screw the cab drivers there man. Simply charge! And they don’t run on meters. Got there. Train to go up. Not the greatest ride up to a hill. Good view tho.

The wooden train they used sometime ago..

Decided to get a henna tatt...=)

The guy was really nice. Let me bargain to 15bucks.

This wtv u call it was HUGE!!! Amazing really..

Going down.....

Goodbye Penang Hill!

ASIA CAFE, Penang Hill peoples!!

Lunch. Then to Kek Lok Si Temple by cab.
Walked up to the place. Tiring. But worth it I guess.

Passed by alot of shops. And this tortoise area =)

Oooh...This place below was scarry for me. Dreamt about it few years back. Amazing that i still remember it. The lady statue and the place is so alike. Actually pretty much the same. Told Dad bout it. He was SO curious. Kept looking ard for like a sign or sth. XD But! still creeping me out man!

Rushed back to the hotel to check out at 4pm. Shower, change, pack and some camwhoring =) b4 that.

Then to the wed fair my dad's frens were having in the ballroom. Uncle KC made this huge egg!!!Happy Easter!! It was Easter Sunday!!!
More of Uncle KC's artwork~

Life's a masquerade...as always

Got a show on! Plus this is tiring. Update this post soon! Hard work man....
Back soon! Loves!

2008-03-29T01:45:00.003+08:00

Time to celebrate....

The last few March babies~!!!

28.3~ CHAI PING's 19th!!!

HAPPY BURFDAY GAL~!!!

Busy celebrating with dunno how many people rite on ur bday?

Must celebrate with us on Mon kay~ =) loves~~

the girl on the left.

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29.3~ Jacqueline's 18th

Happy Birthday to ya too!! Hope you have a great one! =)

Toodles peoples~
Good morning Sunday!

it's a holi, holiday...

2008-03-22T08:41:00.002+08:00

Off to Penang. Back on Mon early morn!
It’s gonna be a longgg ride. SIGH.
But it’s gonna be FUN when I’m there. I hope.

Ciao!

With tired eyes, tired minds, tired souls; we slept.

2008-03-21T16:21:00.004+08:00

d_b: Marie Digby-Say It Again

Happy Good Friday, peoples!!

Easter’s tomorrow!

Don’t celebrate it tho but YAY!!!! Choc eggs!! :D
-

Title sounds appropriate don’t ya think?
Finally the exams are over. One hell of a tiring week I tell you. Especially the first 2 days of the exam. Super uber duper sleep deprived then. Last paper today. Thank god it’s over~
Finally, one night where I can have a good night’s sleep without feeling all worked up and knowing I can wake up at any time. =)

Ok. Updates from my long forgotten life-

Just got home from AC. Was supposed to sleep. Can’t so I’m here.

Ooh! Before I forget coz I’ve been forgetting a lot---

The recent birthday babies::~

18.3-HAPPY 21st to ANDREW!!!!!!

Sry this year wasn’t great, next year will be! Don’t worry and don’t marah la…

20.3-HAPPY 18th to the cuzzie~Jon!

Hope you had a great one!

I’ve got this super weird rash on my hand…eek…wonder how I got it =/

Coffee Prince is SOOOO freaking funny. It gets me laughing every other minute. Like a real good laugh. Not stupid funny which is good too. It a great tickle to your heart esp the lil bits that they do now that they’re together. If you watch it, you’ll understand what I’m saying. Just one great Korean show I’m officially addicted to!

SPM results were out sometime last week? I remember the time when I had to collect my SPM results last year. Scarrrryyyyy~

Got this new mp4 from Uncle Wong. So nice of him to get one for him. But it's from China tho. Nothing super membanggakan bout it. But, thnx! Wanted to get an ipod but thought i didn't need on-my phone was doin good..now, no worries about choosing ipod/nintendo. SO, I guess the next thing I'm gonna get is a Nintendo! =D

Btw, I might be heading off to Penang for the weekend. Just random. No reason really. Dad’s friends are going down so we thought we just follow. Love these random-last-minute-planning-FUN vacations!

There are 25435136 movies I wanna watch and need to catch up on. Ughhh…time to ask ppl out? Yup yup......

Still not over the fact that I missed Colbie Caillat @ Curve. i know like most of her songs and I have her cd. Fan kay! And I tak jadi to go to her concert….sobbinggggggg

P/s: to the bestie. Stop spamming my hugs. U can hug me in real life. Misses, huggs & kisses~

PICTURE TIME! So many un-updated pix in my comp...ughhh

( this is so 'last year' but! at least it's posted!)

ツ Jack's CNY party ツ
(some from Sook Lee's blog)

karaoke session

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/edit-more pics later kay...gotta go~

I just can’t seem to let go. Sometimes its easier said than done. But things DO happen for a reason. Reasons; we sometimes will never find out.

2008-03-20T20:31:00.002+08:00

UBER BOREEEDOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!!

So hard to concentrate =/
I feel like such a nerd right now. It sucks.

listen to the voices that don’t shout

2008-03-15T22:41:00.004+08:00

d_b: Lifehouse-Whatever It Takes.

Omg..WHY do I keep forgetting to eat my meds???? WHY??! Ugh…

Yes, I AM sick. Yes, my exams start next week. Yes, it sucks. Yes, I was suffering my ass off yesterday (stupid flu~) Yes, I am surviving. Yes, studying sucks big time. Yes, I’m UBER bored. Yes, I so fcukin missed Colbie Caillat @ Laundry. Yes, I’m devastated. Yes, I’m starting to crap. Yes, I’m going--studying never ends...-___-

xoxo~

"I'll keep us together whatever it takes..."

I don’t believe WE’re close enough for this to mean as much as it does.

I don’t believe I’ve ever been close enough to anyone to make this matter that much either.

too much to handle

2008-03-12T18:27:00.003+08:00

I don’t feel well. I’m having a headache, feeling groggy, and kinda tired. Too much studying? I doubt. =/ Been slacking a lot. Feel like I can't finish the syallabus =/ Argh….stress!! Plus, there’s a test 2moro!!~Man, I don’t wanna fall sick now. Exams are coming!!!

-If only you knew. Do YOU? Sometimes I have that gut feeling you do and you are. But sometimes it just gets so blurry and fogged up; I turn to giving up. I admit; it’s much lesser these days. Closer, we need to be.

2008-03-10T15:42:00.002+08:00

Ok. My bad. The elections didn’t turn out bad. Dad’s been telling me all about it. And, it was GOOD. In fact, real good. It’s time for a change anyways. :D Amazing how our parents are sooo interested in politics and I hardly bother. Or issit just me?

More info in http://122.0.17.30/index.php

Btw, delete all the messages in ur phone that has got anything to do with the election/politics. News is that the police are checking people’s phones for smses about the elections whatsoever. BE safe man~

/edit.

A site definately worth checkin out thnx to the bestie =). Got great fashion stuffs and tips for us gals~~

http://ohmygodyourclothes.blogspot.com

Infatuation.it was

2008-03-10T00:47:00.005+08:00

d_b: Leona Lewis-Better In Time

Fyi, she was actually found by Simon Cowell.

Sorry yall. Getting lazy & been busy. Hey! It rhymes! XD Plus tak ada mood nak blog la. Posting this while Fibi’s resting on my feet. :) Progress tests are coming. The time’s back for studying, and studying and solely just studying. SIGH…

I realized that I’ve never really posted a super long post with just mostly words. And I realized that I’ve never really gotten super personal. I’m doing the first now and Hmmm…I guess the latter shall just wait..

Who’s clicking the hugs area? Seriously..tell me! Coz it has jumped from 7 to 200 sth and then 300 sth and now 500 sth in a matter of days. Whoever it is..could u tell me?

International Women’s Day was yesterday(8/3)!! Happy Women’s Day to all us gals out there!!! I didn’t even know it was yesterday till today~

Elections were yesterday too. Heard it ended up pretty bad. Don't know the insides tho.

Amazing that ppl still visit my blog when I hardly posted for the past week. Thnx 4 the support guys~

UGHhhh….I tell you. It’s just so damn frustrating. Having to study the same 2 topics so many times and still not get the parts I don’t get. Fuck it man. Tried my very best to get it but I just can’t. Made no sense from A-Z. Seriously time for me to stop skipping every other T7 class. Now, end up like this. Anyone wanna help tutor me???? Prob ask Chai Ping next week…hopes she knows. -_____-

Heard that ZOUK had an event going on. Who went?? I was supposed to go but whatla..no kaki…go for what~

Ooh! Heard this story on Fly.Fm bout this gal who got cheated by her bf and her bf is askin 4 forgiveness and she denied him. After that, ppl were calling to give opinions whatsoever and even dedicating songs to her. Malaysians are thoughtful~neways, should he be forgiven or given a 2nd chance??....Should people really deserve 2nd chances? Wad ya think? Leap of faith? or Trust yourself?

Last weekend, I was getting my nocturnal powers back. Am able to NOT sleep. Or rather sleep super late like 3 in the morn & wake super early like at 8. For me, it’s SOOOO lack of sleep. But I just can’t sleep or I just didn’t want to?? No doubt I’m super sleep deprived but it’s fun. Been a while since I could do this without crashing for 10-12 hrs on the third day or so. Had always been sleeping a lot….now I guess I kinda got sick of it. Actually I’m thinking it’s just what your mind wants. If your mind is set to do something strong enough, it CAN be done. Or was last weekend just one really stressful one? Aih….coz i sorta lost it this weekend~super BORING with studying all day long!

OK. I'm starting to crap. Banyak banyak. -__- Actually this isn’t super long. One day, I’ll beat this. =) Oh, & if you have read this far, cheers to you man~!

Yo. This IS LOVE~ pretty (it was put up in coll)

Hitz.fm at our coll. Giving out freebies & asking random Qs. Person turning back is Ah Tat~

ACCA Social Gathering on Thurs in coll. It was OK. Wasn't planning to go but was with Bangsar with Seline and she could drop me there. So, I went in the end. :) Went with CP, Zen, Jacq, Ben, Yu Song,.....alot lar.

Blurness~Ben took it.

Gonna go back to studying~

Good Night, yall!
Good morning Monday!

2008-03-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

6.3.08~The cuzzie's B'DAY~!!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY YING YNG!!!!!

This post is a lil late. But I wished you on the day itself. =) didn’t forget kay.
Hope you had a great one. Been a while since I caught up with ya.
How were the B'DAY celebrations? Bet u got loads of prezzies! =D

Update me k!! Must chat online one day. After my exams~
Lovin' ya loads~!!

xoxo~

I am the master of my fate. I am the captain of my soul.

2008-03-03T22:42:00.001+08:00

Heard this song on Rick Dees a few days ago...

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

This time I think I’m to blame
It’s harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It’s never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

I’m sorry baby.
I’m sorry baby, Yeah.
I’m sorry

-'Sorry' by Buckcherry.

Guess you’ll never be. Truly, that is.
People really DON’T change after all.

U keep taking over. I need to be in control again. Of me, myself, and my feelings. It was going astray the past year. This year; it’s not gonna be the SAME. I BELONG to me. No one else. NOT anyone worthwhile for now.

It was never gonna be the SAME. So why was I unconsciously holding on? - Denial. Guess sometimes it can’t be helped.

Yesterday flew by. Today it hit me. Coincidences don't happen. I don't TRUST you anymore. It's time to realistically keep all this in mind and not let my mind wander.

I need to be free. Free from you. I’m gonna be.

Is it really worth playing ur game? I might lose again.

2008-02-29T23:33:00.001+08:00

"The little things, you do to me are

taking me over,….
…And every time, you notice me by

holding me closely, and sayin sweet things

I don't believe, that it could be

you speaking your mind and, sayin the real thing…."

I give up. Maybe one day it'll all be worth it. Why is this time any different? I just need YOU to show me it’s more than words. Reassure me. DO something that will make me believe it's worthwhile.

Till you can reassure me with everything you have and every way you can, I’m just gonna wait this out. I made a promise not so long ago…I can’t be breaking it now can i? You’re not worth me doing it this time…

I had let go. So why do you keep coming back???

maybe we all should just be friends.

2008-02-29T12:23:00.002+08:00

Arghhhh~~!!! I can’t find my damn liquid. Can’t do my work now!!!

Stomach cramps! Ughhh…really hurts =S
*sobs* I’m still mourning that I didn’t go for the BSB concert. Seriously, why la why didn’t I just buy the damn tickets…=,(

Ok..Rant over.

Shopping again. New tops! & another bag~~YAY!! & Got new boxer-ish shorts. Lavender again! =D so prettyyy too! It is now an addiction; MY addiction to lavender & lingerie!!

Updated my links. Leave me a comment if your's is not there k. :)

Now for my overdues…one entry at a time k..
Balance CNY piccies uploaded ages ago~

MV's new toilet ROCKS big time...!

Tried their b'fast set. Super small. Ish..-__-

Haha...we saw this at Paddington's...so...

we did this....

Ying & Chyi was here! =)

@ MPH to get books-Yy got this book about a madman...Oooo~

A&W for lunch~Haha...find the similarities~ XD

(earphones, stripe shirts...)

Spent the last night chit chatin away after i got home from a party~

So sad Yy had to go back to S'pore..

_wallpaper in Yy's phone_

Camwhoring time~!

missing ya loads~

&& ur b'day is in...6 days!! ~will be counting down..

sorry, won't be there to celebrate wid ya this year.....xoxo

♥♥♥

♥

Nitexsxss~!

February is leaving today.

Hmmm..What have you got planned for March?

so close....and still, so far

2008-02-27T14:39:00.006+08:00

My horoscope-‘After a brief period of emotional intensity and upheaval, your life is calming down.’ Haha…so true. But,...Calming down?

Hmmm…I just got home from shopping with my aunt, cuzzie & dad. What fun~! Went lingerie shopping too. Lavender is my official new love; color wise. It’s just so pretttttttyyyyy!! So sad that Pierre Cardin doesn’t have the pattern I bought last time. Gonna miss it loads~

Got me a new baggie too! Good deal and the good thing is that it looks like an expensive piece. *grins widely*

Dad met up with us for lunch & went 'crystal' shopping. Seriously, he can buy A LOT~! Boring sial having to check the stuffs for him. But I got my stuffs too so I’m happy! : )

Hmmmm….i’m super free now. No class todae & Classes are cancelled tomorrow. Yay!! It actually feels like a weekend. Anyone wanna go yamcha?? =D

Know what? I’m gonna study la. I feel stupid. Like; half the world (…in my class) knows more stuffs than me.

Ciao peoples!

Ooh...random piccies from my phone~

"Jumper" with the bestie and coll frens on Mon. That show rockss!! I wish, I could JUMP, man!

Haha...the love of my dad's life~FIBI~!! decorated in i hv no idea what...-cuteness!

*sobs* Whose goin to the Backstreet Boys concert?? *sobs* i'm not going for it.............=(

-luvz

it's one more day passing by...

2008-02-23T22:23:00.005+08:00

Heya!

Sorry! Been busier these days. So many things to talk about, so little time!

While half the world (ok, exaggerated…many of mua frens) are singing along with Jay Chou at Stadium Merdeka, I’m home ~~doing absolutely nothing~~ studying. -__- Something I have to do coz there’s a test coming up and once again, I know nothing.

Anyways, got my results back on Mon! Passed all! *Cheers!* But! Stupid ACCA; the kononya ‘professional’ body has not given me my T6 results back yet. It’s still listed ‘absent’ and I sat for the damn exam kay. I’ll probably know on Mon tho. But, to those who passed all, CONGRATS, yall! & to those who didn’t, you’re not alone..& it's time to be heroes! (inside joke) -we'll all be backing u guys up..

Been slacking from gym a lot.=/ Note to self- GO TO THE GYM!

Karaoke yesterday with the bunch of frens. Been so long since I’ve been to a karaoke. Didn’t sing much tho. But, lots of fun especially watching Ah Tat sing with damn a lot of “passion”. XD

Oops~Gotta go out now. Haha...guess studying's gotta wait. (shit..i'm SOoOo behind...i tell you)

To you:
i'mbeingreallynice.sodon'tpushmylimits.imadethingsclear.i'mnotgonnamakeanothermistake.andihopeyoudon'ttoo.it'stimetorealize.or'friends'ain'tgonnahappen.

Haha..this pic rocks!!
Miss eu~C ya on Mon! Yay! You're gonna be in the college opposite mine. =) Can't wait.

Updates soon ya, loves!

xoxo~

i'm moving on. i'm praying...do you hear me?

2008-02-17T23:38:00.005+08:00

I seriously don’t know what to type here right now. I’m just so caught up with my results that’s coming out tomorrow at I have no idea what time. The email said 1600 GST. So, you tell me.

It’s like one moment I forget about it and another; I’m like “SHIT, what if this and that?....coz I just don’t have the confidence and I know I didn’t put enough effort. So things for me now are pretty messy I guess.

Don’t really know what to expect. Kinda expecting the worse now. Though, I AM praying for the BEST! =)

Tell ya the truth. I’m scared shit. VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SCARED!! Arghhh…..=S

If you care, pray for me & wish me good luck. If you don’t, don’t do anything otherwise.

And, GOOD LUCK to all my frens & all ACCA students who are getting their results tomorrow! ~will be praying for all of us

~just wanna be free again...

it's all over

2008-02-14T12:19:00.005+08:00

Hey Peeps~!

It’s the 8th day of Chinese New Year where the ‘hokkien lang-s’ (me too) celebrate it as the first day of CNY with prayers at night. (Something like tat la…I’m not too sure =P)

AND! It’s also Valentine’s Day! Self explanatory rite? Sadly, no dates for me tonight. But me & some of my galfrens are probably meeting up to ~~drown our sorrows~~ celebrate the day together! Who says singles can’t have fun today?

Anyways, here’s the long due CNY post of stuff I had been doing over the first few days of CNY. Busy, busy, busy…….Lots of fun, lots of food, && lots of angpows!! =D

CNY eve:~

The S'pore relatives arrive. Family reunion dinner at my uncle's house - Steamboat & Korean BBQ ^^

2nd uncle doing the BBQ

pretty sight....

It's Ying Yng wishing yall Happy CNY~!

Hmmm....Tze Hong (the one tat bugs the shit out of me yet loved by me) =P

champagne~

Playing games like "Winnie the Pooh", etc.

Pretty!...made by Celine

It's my name! (done by Sarah & Celine)

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Day 1:~

Temple, Uncle's House

Had to go to the temple super early in the morning to come home at bout 9 plus and off to the Uncle's house for our 1st day of CNY at bout 10. Then, it was the vegetarian dishes for lunch, chit chatting, gettting out angpows, so on and so forth. To Bangsar to hang out. Went home later to chill and vege dinner again.

Bright & sun shiny day...

The temple (had to go to 2 temples)

The Artwork all done! (mine got abit burnt =/)

Saw this pic! Me when i was a baby! So cutteeeee!

mine & the cussie's

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Day 2:~
Pavillion, Kajang for visiting, Uncle's house for dinner

To Pavillion for some shopping & lunch. And, off to Kajang to meet some relatives & more angpows! Dinner at Uncle's house again. One long, busy day!

J Co donuts! Got them at last!

waiting in esprit de corp

Yay! Yy bought the shirt in the end!

the cuzzie took the pic...=)

_my cool pants XD_

i look so short here >.<

Lunch @ Carls Jr.

We were overloaded with fries and the burgers were huge!

the psp he's playing with is my new BEST friend! :D

Dinner!

what would kids today do without their handphones/psp/nintendo/....??

Celine & Tze Hong

Yy to help Celine play Diner Dash on the psp~

Celine & my 2nd uncle

ME & my 2nd aunt

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Day 3:~

Fam' friends come over for the day to chit chat. Over to dad's brother's place for small gathering. 2 of my cousin sisters are leaving to work in S'pore. =( Left early to another dinner in Cheras.

-little miss naughty-

it's birds on the lines. can you see? so cool rite~

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Day 4:~

Last day with my S'pore relatives =(. Went to MV to meet some people & for some window shopping. Me & Yy ended up in MPH to get some books. Brunch at Paddington Pancakes. Late lunch @ A&W. Home to spend quality time. Uncle cooked great dinner 4 all of us. Ben's party late. Home before 1 to chit chat with the cuzzie till late!

Last camwhore session together. More pics up later.
Damn! This post took damn long. Con't soon yea!

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Dinner now & off to Bangsar for some drinks later!
Happy Valentine's Day yall!

-today, i made a promise to myself and promises are not meant to be broken. you said you wanted to make things right. Like how? i gave you a chance. you didn't do anything so now i'm walking away.-

i know, you know. we don't see.

2008-02-13T12:41:00.006+08:00

“I’m tired of hiding behind these blind eyes,
I’m tired of this smile that I don’t recognize.

"People say old habits die hard. I guess it’s true. You are still the same like when I posted this sometime back. I’m gonna stop thinking and pondering. It’s too tiring. I do want it to happen but if it doesn’t I can’t do anything. So if it's meant to happen, I believe it will. Coz I’m letting go of everything from now on. It’s much easier. Unexpectedly, I am going to miss you.

It took me quite some time to put you away and now I don’t want to have to do it again.

I guess I can live without you. I’m letting go no matter what the odds are. Coz YOU don’t show me what you want clearly. Win or lose, I’m too tired of waiting.

“Leaving you is what I need to do
To be ok. Never thought it would be true”

♡♡♡♡
♡♡

♡

The long 12 days break is over. =( College is starting tomorrow with classes from 8-3pm…=,(

It’s Valentine’s too tomorrow!

What have you lovebirds out there planned for this special day?

Hmm…what have I got planned??

to the cuzzie: missing u!

2008-02-10T18:38:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what to do or what I really want.

Why don't YOU tell me what i should do or what ur really trying to do?

Screw.

Ben's party later. Gonna be a lil late tho.

Gotta teman the cousins coz it's their last day here.

tong tong chiang!

2008-02-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

9 hours to Chinese New Year!

‘So fast!! So sad….after CNY I’ve got nothing else to look forward to already. Hmm…I’m hungry!’ –Ying Yng (the cuzzie)

Anyways, it’s the day where Chinese families have their reunion dinner. Where we all eat a lot of food, laugh, catch up, and just enjoy the festivity together.

Hope you guys enjoy your reunion dinner with loved ones and have a great CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Welcoming the Year of the Rat!

-luvsxsx-
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Piccies from the trip to the salon earlier for Grandma’s Perm & the cuzzzie’s haircut

waiting....

& more waiting....
(aunt & cuz)

Bye!

i've got a pocket full of sunshine

2008-02-04T15:35:00.000+08:00

Jan fled so fast and Feb rushed in like nobody’s business. Which marks that Chinese New Year’s coming! Everything’s moving so fast. I’m even short of time to spring clean/ go out/ blog/ practically do anything. Hmm…wonder why.

I’m still flustered with how fast time has passed and before you know it it’s CNY and before you know it again, it’s over. It’s all passing too fast, really.

More posts wid pics to come probably later down the week :D Really busy these days!

Well, here's to welcoming ‘the month with 29 days’ & the many many angpows to come! =)

Have a safe ride balik-ing kampung

& enjoy the hols~!

~chyi

-random pic from steph's party last fri
-sry bestie cannot go yamcha today. another time k. muaxx

Let's do some charity!

2008-02-04T12:55:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon yall~!

While some of u are still going to school/ college/ work...I'm holiday-ing now!! =D

Got this email wanting 500 signatures so that this skinning activity in China can be stopped. It's a mean activity and this video is really really sad and what these people do are so inhumane. It's really heart breaking and brutal and barbaric right down to the end. Let's just pray that this will end soon.

More info: Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org

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This website is a project run by the World Food Program which aids in providing food to nations of extreme poverty. You're basically tested on your grammar skills and for each question you get right the ad companies sponsor 20 grains of rice. Easy right? Go try!

~xoxo